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6 Signs That Shows You've Lost Control Over Your Addiction

6 Signs That Shows You've Lost Control Over Your Addiction

What are the signs which show that you've lost power over your addiction? Managing a habit can be one of the most difficult things anyone could ever undergo.

Living with the struggle of addiction for years, I finally can get back on my feet in a normal life after having to overcome stress and discomfort. During that dark period, I felt lost to outside world and cared less about anything.


When I began using I felt like all of my fears were rendered inactive.


The negative feelings and thoughts that I felt like almost killed me became one with the false alarm of happiness, dragging me even further to the depression hole and endless tunnels.

One of the hardest phases of my dependence were the main couple months before really going into recovery. Not realizing that I have lived with addiction problem gave me time to make up reasons why I acted like a person with no direction, giving up everything I worked hard for, everyone I care about left me and I have nothing left.


Here Are 6 Signs That Opened My Eyes To Give Me A Chance To Perceive How I Lost Control Of My Life

  • My world was filled with calamity and anguish

When I was a big utilizer, it didn't count what or how much of it I had, life would simply not have the joy that it formerly had. Depression assumed control me like an overwhelming cover that prevented me from moving in any heading. Everything appeared to be hopeless and the guilt I began to feel could only be likened to the frustration I knew I was bringing on my loved ones. Then, all I felt were guilt and frustration getting into me, I pictured my beloved family and friends were disappointed by me I almost could not forgive myself. It resembled life's just mission was to help me to remember what number of oversights I had made and the amount I was harming everybody around me. It was a ceaseless cycle where gloom and uneasiness passed the ball onto each other's court and my exclusive way out was to expand the sum I was utilizing. Clearly, by utilizing increasingly regularly, the winding of self-devastation I was included in took its darkest and heaviest turn and made me feel I was achieving a final turning point. At this point, the verbosity and the depression in life became such a heavy load that even in spite of the fact that I was taking to avoid, it was just driving me harder into dependence.

  • All the things you pay attention to fades out till you miss it

Thankfully, I was surrounded by some people that cared so much about me and they stayed beside me during my struggle and help me to see the light in the end of the tunnel. Some others couldn't take it any longer and left for good since they could just not see how my addiction functioned. However, as a result of how deep into my issues and challenges I was, I began to drive away even the people that desired to remain around to get me out of it. I turned out to be so visually impaired with simply getting the following hit, that I let it eclipse everything else. I lost interest in my job and made no attempt to continue. I passed up a great opportunity for dates and social occasions with loved ones since I couldn't manage being calm for so long. The only thing which made my life seem meaningful was the one thing which caused my disillusion such that everything I held dearly vanished.

  • You cannot control your own life anymore

Self-motivation was not my strength. When I was utilizing, I cant even recall how many occasions I told myself it was the final time. The thoughts of having "the last taste before I completely stop" was the thing that kept me from stopping, the loop still went on. Dejection and anxiety assumed and I could not anymore confront any person or view individuals in the eye without feeling sorrow. I locked myself in my apartment, leaving my work and everything I should have done outside. The bills were heaping, I could only stared at them. My phone started to ring all the time when people started to realize that I might have problems going on, but I denied, I didn't know what was going on in my mind, it is like something have taken over my mind, body, and soul. I didn't even have control over the place, the amount or the time I engaged in substance abuse.

  • You use lies as shields for your problems

This was possibly the thing that caused matters tougher than what they could've been. My dread of being judged or thrown out made me lie so regularly that at last, it was practically difficult to stay aware of the considerable number of things I had made up just to have the capacity to fulfil my compulsion. I was adopting money from allies and family, never being in a capable to offer it in return. Addiction was destroying my life in numerous ways, monetarily, emotionally and biologically. Then I started to hurt my body. I did not eat and it caused me to lose weight drastically; everyone noticed my unusual behaviour and they gave their hand to help but I refused to hold them by lying to them telling them I was okay. It creates a yet even larger and greater barrier between me and myself. I consistently and with vigour continued to lie to myself about the so many reasons why I should stay addicted.

  • You follow after getting high to prevent withdrawal

Withdrawal is one of the baddest things a dependent can undergo. The anxiety and all those different emotions that enable all things feel like hell is something that I needed to get as distant as I could. I was taking in order not to lose that feeling of euphoria since I understand what came after and I could not handle it. It's such a strong great and very intense condition that you feel like the only path out of it is by utilizing more and more frequently. The way I handled my feelings, made it worse and worse because I lost control of myself.

  • You care about nothing else

After every one of the reasons were said. I isolated myself from everyone even those who cared. I was so into drugs and that euphoric feeling that I had little thought for anything else and finally my nightmares came to reality. I chased everybody out of my life and only a few decided to stay outside for the chance to come where they could get back in and rescue me. I seriously cared about nothing else other than being high, this addiction almost killed me. My boss dismissed me, my workmates halted ringing, most of my blood ties slowly gave up and attempted to turn the page.


At this phase, I started to recall all the things that have been said by my loved ones that I really needed help. When I thought all the things were lost, when I thought I had hit the end, I noted I required assistance and there were enough all over to aid me get out of that gloom and darkness I had got into.


Living with an addiction is probably the most difficult thing I have ever experienced, and actually could also be the most difficult thing my family and friends have ever gone through. If only me and my family understood better about addiction and to handle it, I know it could be an easier process for everyone, so I hope it would be better for everyone else out there. The period when my situation looked gloomy, the people close to me observed all these signs I was missing.

Love and patience were two things that salvaged me and my adorable ones.


Initially, it all looked gloomy, yet I got into a remedial program which provided insight on living a cheerful and drug-free life, and this assisted me to live with myself and apologise for my wrongs without reproach. I am so grateful that I was surrounded by people who knew I could be saved and I deserved a new life.

Detecting these signs can bring a big difference in the life of a dependent, allowing them understand that you yet care despite how bad things will get can be what in the end brightens up the road to sobriety.